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Love Letter

11 Saturday Jan 2014

Posted by Jana Lackey in Life in Africa

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fresh start, Grace, love letter, repentance, sin

ImageWhat started out as a punishment from a very wise school principal became the very foundation that would frame my relationship with God. The weekly scripture assigned to me to present to my class did something remarkable for me: It got me to dig into the words of the bible and taught me how to begin to live my life with purpose. I learnt how the scripture is like God’s love letter to me.

 Have you ever received a love letter from anyone? The heart races with excitement over the words that speak affirmation to you. Love. Unconditional. Accepting. Treasured. That’s what God does through the timeless words of scripture. It challenges us to draw near to God. In drawing near, he sometimes gently, sometimes not to gently, in the process, he begins to show us things that we need to let go of. He takes away our sins. That seems like such a harsh word. SIN. Sin isn’t just a word. It is an action; a deliberate action to act on something that separates us from God.  Alone it is just a noun. But when attached to a person, it becomes a verb, and action word.  Mixed with faith, scripture is a powerful thing.

 Does God have a measuring stick for sin? I don’t believe so. Who is to say what is greater than the other? Adultery? Lying? Murder? Gossip? Courts of law definitely grade sin. Punishments are harsher based on the degree of the crime. I once heard that the greatest sin is to reject what Jesus did for us on the cross-not to accept His unconditional love, let him make us clean through repentance. Repentance is to turn away from our sin. If there is a turning away, God is right there with His amazing grace! He draws us closer to himself. As a result, we want to please him. That grace is the unmerited, unearned favor in our lives. The playing field is level. Most of all sin affects no only us, but the people around us. We are all the same. No person is perfect. He takes our imperfections and washes them clean. A brand new start!

 Do you know anyone who is perfect? Neither do I. God isn’t “Up in heaven” with a big stick, ready to beat us every time we do something wrong! It’s not about being better than the next guy. Think about it this way. When a parent watches their kid learning to walk, they start out standing, then crawling, and after a lot of effort, on a consistent basis, take that first step. If the child falls down, and he will, the response of the parent is to immediately help them get back UP and try again, until the child is walking more than falling down.

 I still fall down- a lot. I guess I have a “clumsy gene”! My falls in my older years are a lot more painful than when I was a kid. But still, when I fall, my Father-God-is close as ever. He is the one who picks me up, cleans me up, so I can walk through this life and make it count.

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The day my life changed, part 3

09 Thursday Jan 2014

Posted by Jana Lackey in Growing Pains, Inspirational Thoughts, My Journey

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Christian School, God's love letter, Grace, peer pressure, power of the word, second chances, Teen Punishment, Testimony, weed


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Week two of my “punishment”

Like I said in my last post, the Principal of my Christian school assigned a scripture a week as punishment for my crime of bringing weed to my Christian School. He would pray and seek God’s guidance on which verse to pick. Every one he chose for me had something to do with where I needed to change or grow. I had to study it, apply the truths to my life and share with my classmates that truth. It had to be 150 words minimum. In the beginning I counted every word, but after a while, the scriptures started to come alive on the inside of me! This so called punishment was changing my life, one day at a time.

The second week’s scripture was this one:

Ephesians 4:29 (NLV)  ”Don’t use foul or abusive language. Let everything you say be good and helpful, so that your words will be an encouragement to those who hear them.”

I had a pretty foul mouth back then, at 14. My heart was changing but the outside was a process-and still is, because we never stop growing. I was brand new in my spirit, but the soul, which is my mind, emotions, and my will had some growing to do. Who would have ever thought that my punishment was going to be something that would shape my future and get me into the bible? It was starting to feel like God’s love letter to me! My classmates were a little confused about what this was all about. What was a punishment for me was actually changing me.

When I presented this to my class I had to start lining up with what I was saying. I started to choose my words more carefully. I became more conscious that my words could really help people. Imagine if we had a gong or a buzzer, like the game shows on TV that sounds when you give the wrong answer? The Holy Spirit, who comes when we accept Jesus lives inside of a believer, is there for just that! To direct us in all we do and say. Something wonderful began to happen. I started looking forward to the next scripture because the exercise of studying them was like being given a powerful flash light to help me get out of the dark place I had gotten myself into. One week at a time, one day at a time.

God doesn’t want us to be robots. He created us all different and unique. The more we walk with Him and talk with him, the more light we have to do this thing called life.

Thanks for reading along, and for going with me on this journey back in time. It only gets better from here. To think that I was so close to being sent off to reform school, which is basically school in jail for troubled kids. But someone had mercy on me and gave me another chance.

Let’s not be so quick to write people off. You never know what a little grace can do in someone’s life.

I’ll share one more “punishment” tomorrow and wrap up the story.  If you ever wanted to quit smoking, or know someone who does, this story will be for you!

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